What is gifted anyway?

There I was, sitting across from the private school’s principal, conscious of the fact that I look more like a sixteen year old than a parent. I tried to keep a smile on my face, calm and cool and collected; not letting my crazy spill onto the desk in front of me. I had told her my son’s backstory, or as much as I felt was necessary to share with a complete stranger. Yet I felt myself jolted by her words when she said, laughing, “What is gifted anyway?”

I get it. Gifted kids are seen at best as anti-social nerds, and at worst, more for their overbearing parents than anything they’ve ever earned themselves. They are seen as “special” and “elite”: dirty words in this day and age. Everything in life will be so easy for them. And yet these parents have the gall to ask for more for them?

And here was an educator repeating my worst thoughts back at me. Even with test scores in my hands I suddenly felt like an imposter. Like a special snowflake mom wanting to take services from struggling children in order to give them to my child who already has “so much.” To be fair, she meant it in the way that their program adapts to the child, but don’t all kids deserve to come home having learned something that day?

So what is gifted? Gifted is sitting down with your child’s Junior Kindergarten teachers and being told that your 4 year old is welcome to stay in the program, but that they just can’t accommodate his advanced learning. That they’ll try to prevent his downward spiral, but it’s inevitable if he stays there. It’s visiting private schools (that you could never afford) who refuse to accelerate because their programs go a bit beyond public school curriculum. It’s calling every school board in your province and wanting to cry every time they say they offer a gifted program with “depth and breadth” but eventually admit there’s no real acceleration. It’s deciding to homeschool because your smiling, carefree, child is riddled with anxiety and suddenly refuses to read because “other kids don’t read.”

Gifted is being faced with the fact that your child will never be normal. Sure, normal is overrated, but they may never get to do that school pageant, or maybe even go to prom. It’s watching them try to engage their friends in a discussion of their favourite thing in the world and seeing it dawn on them that they’re different. It’s every milestone being met with panic instead of pride, because you’re not supposed to be able to do that yet.

It’s lonely. As a parent, you’ll be accused of hothousing when the reality is you’re so exhausted by the never ending questions that come at all hours of the day and night, that you prop your kid in bed beside you with Cosmos or Periodic Videos on the TV because it’s the only thing he’ll watch long enough for you to get a 20 minute nap. It’s asking, begging, pleading, for help and getting laughed at. Being told to just let your kid be a kid. And beating yourself up because you’re the one who offers to play dress up, but your child would rather you help them with their latest math equation. And what kind of a parent tells their kid to stop reading anyway? Even if you are already a half hour late.

Gifted is your child’s educational needs not being met because of handwriting. Or age appropriate behaviour. It’s being told school is just for socialization anyway, yet how much socialization is happening at a desk for 8 hours a day? It’s having your child’s special needs completely disregarded because he’s somehow perceived as “better,” even though gifted children are the most at risk group for dropping out of school. Gifted isn’t a fast track to success. It isn’t always classic book smart and it isn’t an angel child who is always perfectly behaved. Oftentimes, it’s the opposite.

But gifted is something else too. It’s seeing the joy in the simple pleasure of a book. It’s finding the magic of science and math. It’s marvelling at questions from a preschooler that most adults wouldn’t think to ask. It’s people coming out of the woodwork where you least expect it to lend a hand. It’s treasuring the people that get it without you having to explain it. For all of the hard, the gift is being touched when you find the good.

But you probably didn’t want to hear about all of that. So how about this: gifted is a neurological difference characterized by advanced cognitive ability. It is considered a special need. So how about we stop denying these children the basic services that any other child with special needs deserves and ensure they get it too. It isn’t either or. Shouldn’t it be all?

 

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13 thoughts on “What is gifted anyway?

  1. Pauline Hunter says:

    I don’t think many of us have ever realized all that entails parenting a gifted child. It is my hope that great changes will happen to enable these children be given the opportunities to reach their potential. I am a stressful person but the pressure gifted children’s parents live under daily makes my stress levels mute. I don’t envy your task but reading your message you seem to be a gifted parent. So much research, decisions to be made, patience and understanding on your part. Thank you for your message, never realized how hard a life it must be. However, they say love conquers all and it is so evident your love for your child. You will therefore be constantly looking for those changes all gifted children need. God bless and may the people that can help you become available for your needs.

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  2. Tom says:

    So much yes in this post. We chose to homeschool as well and it’s alleviated the stress and anxiety. Our middle one was scoring exceptionally high on tests in early school, but suddenly decided to stop reading and doing any math because she didn’t like being different. A local university included us in a study and wanted to know how we raised her to read early. We did NOTHING different. Gifted is hardwired and they work around their gifts to fit in, often dumbing themselves down to fit in with peers. If we had not pulled her out when we did, she would have very intentionally done nothing academic in school. And as for socializing, our homeschool community is great. the age groups cross over and kids enjoy all the differences and things that make people special. They all socialize well with all ages in our homeschool community.

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  3. Tiffani says:

    Great post ! I understand you and I will never forget sitting in a psychologists office and the adults figuring out that I was having anxiety and stomach aches when I finally broke down in tears saying “I’m just so bored “. You are a great mom and he is a great kid. I hope someone can smarten up and accommodate already !

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